If you've never smelled jasmine
before, you won't mistake it. It defines itself. When the scent hits
your nose, it fills your lungs with its spice, and its name becomes
readily apparent: Jasmine. It's the only name that makes sense.
I learned this the first time I
saw the twins.
To be fair, though I had never met
them before, let alone seen them, I knew exactly who they were. What
they were. I collect stories, legends, tales, and theirs was uniquely
infamous. I was determined, when they came to town that I would see
them. I wouldn't be, couldn't be, another addition to their tale,
merely an observer. Someone who could write the next chapter.
When you go to meet Medusa, you
know to keep your eyes on the floor, to avert your gaze, and to pack
a mirror.
If you're crossing the Styx, you
bring your coins for the ferryman's toll.
If you are to be traveling, you
brush up on your riddles in case you have to cross strange bridges.
So I steeled my will, and rallied
my sorrows to better set them aside. They feed on desire, and no man
desires more than he with a heavy heart.
They're never hard to find.
Appearances are rare, it's true, but they never fail to draw an
audience by word of mouth alone. Indeed, when I arrived the little
inn was packed almost to full. Men and women, young and old, all of
them lost in the music, the sounds, and the smell. The smell of
jasmine on the fire, soaking the air. It was strong, acrid, a shock
to the senses, and set my mind instantly reeling. It carried the
music more adeptly through the air, and I could feel the rapid tempo
rush into my body, tempting my hips, climbing my spine, quickening my
pulse.
That's when I saw them. Calling
them beautiful would almost be insulting, like calling the ocean a
puddle, or saying the sun itself was dim. Beauty was something that
could only aspire to bask in their glow. The way they swayed and
gyrated through the music was less like dancing to the rhythm, more
instead like instruments shaping the music. Every beat was the
slightest gesture of the arm, every measure ending with a twist of
the hip. With the crowd so thick around them, the musicians weren't
even visible, completing the illusion that they created the song as
they moved.
My eyes were drawn to their taut
bodies, scantily covered, the skin slick with oil and sweat. So
inviting, so alluring, feeling that ache to embrace-
Stop.
They had power, and a lot of it.
If that wasn't clear before, I knew it now. If I hadn't come
prepared, I would have been lost already, under their spell. My loss
hadn't been recent, but apparently that small straw was enough for
them to grasp, and tug. I pushed my way through the crowd, and found
a table near the back. I spread out my tools on the table, the
implements of my trade: some parchment, a rough pencil, a small dull
knife, and finally (after some fishing around) the coin.
It was gold, but probably a fake.
It was supposed to serve as a ward, but its price and convenience
told me it most likely held no real magic of its own. Most people
don't understand that items can almost never wield magic by
themselves- to do so takes will, and heart, and blood. Magic needs
life. Symbols, however, can have a power of their own. Snake oil is
just snake oil, but it can be used as a very effective panacea. Like
all symbols, it's simply a vessel for belief, for prayers, and if
these ingredients are strong enough, for magic. In the right hands,
anything can be a tool, or a weapon, or a shield. My coin though, had
another purpose as well: on its back, carved indelicately, was my
name. It was rough, but it did the job. When dealing with demons,
remembering your name is important. Some may even argue it's the most
important weapon you can hold.
I palmed the coin, keeping the
carved side pressed firmly against my skin, and turned back to the
twins. Their elegance was breathtaking. It was like watching smoke
wavering through the currents of air, given form, and bending and
twisting in ways that seemed both impossible and all too human.
The stories I had heard (as is the
nature of my work) seemed to be misguided. Twins they may have been,
and definitely sisters, but their differences were readily apparent.
One was a bit taller, for example, and with lighter hair, though that
could be chalked up to habits or custom, sunshine or chemicals. If
you paid attention, the disparities ran much deeper.
Kala and Ella, as they were known
(their real names lost to the sands,) were bastard twins. The village
they were born in was less than a day's walk from the capitol. Close
enough that it thrived in trade, yet far enough to maintain its own
identity. It was a small town, as they always are in tales. Their
mother, Deil, was the preist's neice, an orphan of the Uniting Wars.
She was raised to be an attendant in the temple. Her upbringing was
fairly unremarkable, and she was a compliant and obedient servant of
the faith.
So it was a slight shock when she
became pregnant. The populace was split on the issue. It was no
secret that she and Kai'el, the priest's son, had been close their
whole lives, the thickest of confidantes. He chaperoned her
exclusively when she had need to leave the temple and conduct
business around town. Deil, though, maintained her innocence so
vehemently and so convincingly that many began to believe that her
child was divinely conceived.
In due course, Kala was born. Many
people thought that Deil would not survive the ordeal, as she
remained in pain for three days after the birth. Finally, Ella
followed, an unexpected addition to an already inexplicable family.
As the girls began to grow, so did the questions of their paternity.
They didn't appear to look like Deil or Kai'el, and in fact they bore
little resemblance to anyone except each other. Beautiful and kind
children they were, though, and normal. Their mother never claimed
their divine parenthood, she only denied any illicit behavior on her
own part. So the little town did what little towns do best: they
forgot.
They danced for what seemed like
hours. Flirting with the crowd by motion alone. A surreptitious
glance over the shoulder, an outstretched hand mimicking an
invitation. I almost lost myself again when Ella caught my eye,
biting her lower lip with only her canines. The only thing that saved
me from falling into her stare was the feeling of my blood cooling as
it ran down my arm. When I looked, I saw that I had been holding the
coin far too firm: the rough edges where my name was hewn had sliced
open my palm. While I was cradling my hand, the music died off, and
the twins left the stage. Before I could get up, someone laid a
violet band of cloth on the table. The man looked towards me, but his
eyes seemed to stare out into nothing. “She said it was for your
hand.” he said, and vanished back into the fold.
I set the coin down on the table,
and inspected the cloth. It was like silk, but smoother, softer. It
felt like warm honey against my skin. It was the tie that Ella had
been using to hold her hair back, I realized. This didn't bode well
for me, I had been trying my best to remain inconspicuous. I
shouldn't be part of the story. Clearly, despite my intentions, I had
been noticed.
It was far too fine to use as a
bandage, but I thought better of it. I would be ill-served if my
pages became covered in blood rather than ink. I wrapped it firmly
around my hand, watching the rich purple turn black as it drank the
life pouring from my skin. After tightening the end, I tucked the
coin underneath the dressing. I couldn't afford to take any chances.
Kaya and Ella were like opposite
sides of a coin, if, for instance you had a coin that had heads and
tails on both of its faces, and a penchant for landing on it's edge
from time to time. Kaya defined perfect form. When she danced, every
step, every move was timed immaculately. It was a technical skill
that had been crafted to a master level. Her dance was like an
expertly smithied sword, a wine of unmatchable vintage. She floated
and teased the audience, drawing their eyes to her body, appealing to
their lust. She would circle the floor, grazing her arms, legs, her
hips ever so slightly against the onlookers in a way that was
anything but accidental. Occasionally she would pull some of the
women from the crowd, letting them become part of the show, becoming
the objects of desire rather than just subject to it. (I had heard
that if a married woman was drawn on stage, she would be with child
by the end of the week, and the single women were married within a
month; such was the power of simply being in her presence.)
Ella however, stayed away from the
crowd. If it weren't for her furtive glances, always directly in the
eyes of her admirers, she would seem to be simply existing in her own world.
When she performed, she carried her own rhythm. Sometimes precisely
in step with her sister, sometimes syncopated ever so slightly. If
Kaya was a master crafter, Ella was an artistic prodigy. Her style
flowed naturally, pulling off difficult bends and twists with grace
and ease. She didn't need to grab the audience to get their
attention, it came towards her in an almost organic way. While her
sister exuded a certain libidinous sexuality, she seemed instead to
embody a carnal innocence. Purity without naivety.
I finally noticed how dim the
light was getting in the room. It was becoming too dark to write. I
looked around, but could find no sign of the fire-keeper. In fact,
after asking the inn-keep, it seemed he had been missing since the
twins had left the stage. I paid him for a drink and returned to my
table. If I couldn't continue writing, at the very least I wanted
some fire in my veins to help steady my nerves.
Suddenly, the room went dark. The
fire, and the sparse few oil lamps around the walls were doused
almost simultaneously. Everyone became instantly silent, afraid.
Moments later, four serving girls came out with lanterns on six-foot
poles, arranging them in a square on the floor. The crowd began to
part, and the sisters stepped out into the clearing. Slowly,
somberly, they began their second act.
When the twins were in their
fourteenth summer, they vanished. They hadn't shown up for morning
prayer, and when Deil went to their room to rouse them, they were
gone. The beds were empty, but nothing was missing. Every piece of
clothing, every toy, every book, comb, and doll was in its proper
place. The only thing missing were the girls and their bed-clothes.
It's here that the stories begin
to differ.
One story said that Kai'el had
gone missing as well, a father reclaiming his children and taking
them away to give them a new life. Kai'el, in this version, was never
seen again.
Three more included his
disappearance, with a much darker end.
The first said he was found days
later, nude, with his throat cut, drawing implications of ill
intentions towards the girls (young and beautiful as they were.)
The second had him clutching a
journal in which (again) his paternity was admitted, and his death
caused seemingly while protecting the girls from wild animals.
The third also included the
journal, with the last few entries stating that he had only seen the
girls leaving, and was attempting to track them to return them to the
village. In this version, his death was caused by an unexplained
knife-wound to the heart, presumably from either a thief or the girls
themselves.
There were even more tales that
involved demons; some said that one came to collect them as payment
of some dark compact either their mother or they themselves had made.
Others still simply said they ran
away in youthful rebellion to join the handsome young men in the
trading caravans.
Deil, practical and caring as she
always was, begged her leave from the priest to travel and seek out
her daughters. The priest agreed, going so far as to conscript a
young soldier to be her escort and protection on her journey. Many
asked her how long she planned to search for her progeny. “Until I
find them.” was her only answer. It was seven years before she
returned.
Alone.
She refused to speak on the
matter, beyond a few sparse details.
“Did you find them?”
“Yes.”
“And?”
“They are safe. They are women
now.”
“And the soldier?”
“Reston is alive and well. It
was his choice not to return.”
If she knew any more, she never
told it. Deil was patient and kind and loved by all, so instead of
pressing the issue and dwelling on it further, again they forgot.
Even when the twins showed up
there to dance, nobody said a word. They were treated as just another
troupe, another act. Nobody mentioned to them that their mother had
passed within months of returning. Nobody asked questions, they
simply came and watched the dance. If there were any memories left of
those girls playing and laughing in the street, everyone kept them
buried.
When they came out for their second
act, they were dressed much more conservatively. Gone were the tops
that had tightly shaped and hugged their breasts, showing just as
much as they covered. Gone too were the skirts that rode so low they
almost whispered secrets. Instead, they were clad in loose, long
dresses. Their arms were left bare, but were dressed with fingerless
gloves that stretched almost to the elbow. Veils covered their hair,
and hung just below their chins, barely showing their faces.
If their first performance was
about lust and temptation, this one was almost the exact opposite. It
was slower, more tender, like a mother's embrace. It was accentuated
by many broad sweeps and spins, causing their skirts to radiate out
in a flourish, yet never exposing more than a bare calf or an unshod
foot.
Kala's eyes still held a voracious
hunger, but sated, like a tiger with a full belly. Ella's still shone
with innocence, but also a deep sadness, like innocence broken. They
danced the afterglow; one given freely, the other taken by force.
They shared each other's strengths
and sadness. Kala gave her sister buoyancy to help uplift her, while
Ella kept her twin rooted without flying away. Many in the crowd
wept openly, men and women alike. If my eyesight hadn't started
blurring, I wouldn't have realized I was doing it too. I used the
back of my bandaged hand to wipe my tears.
Thankfully, the dance was short.
Before much time had passed, the lamps were removed, and the fire was
re-lit. The fire-keeper had returned, without incident. I watched him
as he stacked fresh logs into the fire, his robes swaying as his arms
tossed in the fuel. The glint of a hilt at his waist caught my eye.
It wasn't unusual for the keepers to go armed, especially the ones
who served in taverns, but I could almost swear he was wearing armor
as well. His robes seemed a bit too bulky for his build.
Eventually, it became clear that
the twins would not be returning for a third act. The crowd started
thinning out, quietly, people leaving alone and in pairs. Many that
had shown up alone left hand in hand with a new companion. Married
couples seemed to hold each other tightly as they wandered out into
the night, speaking in hushed tones. Before long, I was the only one
left. I ordered another drink and continued to work on my notes. I
was having a very hard time concentrating. I wasn't sure exactly what
I had seen. These girls were supposed to be predators, but it seemed
everyone had left in safety. Actually, they seemed a little better
off when they left. Happier, more confident. Even the fire-keeper,
who had been presumed missing for a while, was safe and sound.
Actually, was that him, with Kala
in the corner there? I watched them as he spoke to her so casually.
If she had power over him, it didn't show. She hung her hands in his
robes, almost proprietorially. I watched as he kissed her forehead,
and she smiled, gazing at him lovingly. I didn't feel well. Perhaps
the drinks had not been such a good idea.
“You know, for someone so
concerned with magic, you've done a very sloppy job of protecting
yourself.” I felt the lips warmly against the back of my ear.
Ella's hand came up to my shoulder as she stepped around me to sit at
the table. I couldn't even begin to respond. She reached over, picked
up my hand, and began unwrapping her hair tie from it. “I mean,
right here, I have your blood and tears, neatly wrapped up.” Her
smile was gentle, knowing. The coin clattered to the table. She
picked it up and held it to the light. “Now this I haven't seen in
a while. I suppose they told you it was Kai'els?”
“Y-yes. Not that it matters,
really.” I could feel my tongue drying out.
“If it makes any difference to
you to know, it is. At least, I think it is.” She laid it back in
my palm. It wasn't bleeding anymore. In fact, it looked to be at
least 3 days along in healing. “Do you want to know the problem
with stories?” she said, sliding my papers out from in front of me,
glancing through them.
“Enlighten me.” I don't know
why I was feigning boldness, but it came out sounding weak.
“The problem with stories,”
she said, looking into my eyes, “is that everybody always tells
them without ever thinking to go to the source. Maybe someday,
someone will think to ask us.” She stood up, kissed me on the
cheek, and began to walk away.
I gathered up my papers, looked
back at Kala and the fire-keeper, and followed her out. I guess,
eventually, we all have to become part of the tale.
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